motleyflash // filipino american // MINOR // INFP-T // social anxiety + ADHD combo god damn it

I BEG TO DREAM AND DIFFER FROM THE HOLLOW LIES, THIS IS THE DAWNING OF THE REST OF OUR LIVES

hi there! i'm mot .
i'm an aspiring artist and author, and are currently working on a book series. details are in the "abt my books section" !!

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HI HELLO dm me if uou want to be friends .,.,.,. i promise im super nice BUT i have no idea how to start conversations so my first impression will scream the word "awkward"
i dont have any close friends atm so i'd really appreciate it if anybody dmed me ...
ASK 4 MY DISCORD

so, you clicked here to hear about my books. yeah, you're probably not gonna get a lot from this section. but i will tell you this:
the books I am currently working on will be inspired by undertale, avatar the last airbender, the owl house, and a lot more.
I'll give you a short description of the book:
A lone human, by which we will call “Willow”, is trapped in a world they cannot guess of origin. Is it an alien planet? Is it another dimension? Either way, they’re happy to escape from reality.
In a vast world with creatures who are known as “Polygon”, Willow takes this opportunity to see themself as more than a loser. However, this world of Polygons is corrupted by a virus from the previous human who stepped foot in their sacred lands of five elements. Air, water, fire, earth, and space.
Willow is tasked at stopping this catastrophe. Though, holding the power of air, defeating a space amalgam seemed impossible. And, their death seems quite inevitable to the very least.
Open this book, and find out if they make it out alive…
I really hope that's a page turner. Cuz what else is?also, here are some drawings of the characters. I might add the animations of them I did later.

BY THE WAY !! BEFORE YOU ACTUALLY LOOK AT THE SELECT FEW DRAWINGS, I COULD USE A HAND AT WRITING MY BOOKS, BECAUSE BY JOVE, IT'S HARD WRITING AS A TEENAGER WITH PILES AND PILES OF STRESSFUL SCHOOLWORK.
IF YOU WANT TO WRITE WITH ME, PLEASE GIVE ME LIKE 2-3 EXAMPLES OF YOUR WRITING (I'M MOSTLY LOOKING FOR A PARTNER THAT GIVES ME STORY IDEAS IF I HAVE ANNOYING PLOT-HOLES)

basic dni, proshippers, people who watch gore (i cant believe i have to say this), people who hate others for being themselves
dni if sunny (i forgive you . but that doesn't mean i want to be friends again)
dni if toby (not to be mistaken with toby fox lmfao)
dni if Lindsey or whatever your name was. how are you a 30-40 year old beefing with a 15 year old ... ALSO STALKING ME IS ANOTHER THING ?? I THOUGHT WE WERE OVER THIS FIVE YEARS AGO
BYFi'm EXTREMELY socially awkward, i say the wrong things most of the time. please try to ignore this lmao i'm not good at communicating
please use tone tags near me, sometimes i might think you're being rude without them (when i think that, my social anxiety activates and then i cant stop thinking about that thing you said for the entire day) (i hate when this happens but that's just how my brain works)

a stray book,
left behind in the fabric,
catching dust as it is,
the pages are torn, the cover is wet
a deceased person lie beneath the net
liquids pouring out sorrow,
i cough and hack blood
in this mourningful hour,
the light i see before my eyes
and only a person i care about holds me tight

INTERESTS

  • MY OCS

  • UNDERTALE/DELTARUNE

  • THE AMAZING DIGITAL CIRCUS

  • MAJORA'S MASK

  • A HAT IN TIME

  • BILLIE BUST UP

  • ROBLOX PRESSURE

  • ROBLOX REGRETEVATOR

  • NIGHT IN THE WOODS

  • THE OWL HOUSE

  • GRAVITY FALLS

  • MOUTHWASHING

  • DANDY'S WORLD

  • COOKIE RUN KINGDOM

  • THE ELTINGVILLE CLUB

  • RANFREN (never interacting with this fandom ever)

  • METAL FAMILY (also not interacting with this fandom)

OTHER

  • RATS (hey. did you. did you know that i like rats. hey. look me in the eyes when i say this. hey /j)

  • GEMSTONES

  • PARANORMAL ACTIVITY

  • BROADWAY (Hamilton, dear evan hansen, wicked, beetlejuice)

  • FOOFFLE

  • GOOSEWORX

  • TOBY FOX

  • GREEN DAY

  • WILL WOOD

  • SNAPCUBE FANDUBS (i dont even know how to explain this one)